平躺在地上，天气很冷，耳边响着远方的车声，繁星多且光亮，不远处情侣耳语。化工楼的诡异气味散进鼻息，下学的诸生背着书包经过。把手机放在肚子上，John Lennon的How从小腹传到耳朵：

How can I go forward when I don’t know which way I’m facing?

How can I go forward when I don’t know which way to turn?

How can I go forward into something I’m not sure of?

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How can I give love when I don’t know what it is I’m giving?

How can I give love when I just don’t know how to give?

How can I give love when love is something I ain’t never had?

Oh no oh no…